Friday, March 18, 2011

i just need to believe & trust

there might be things going on inside of us that we do not understand and may seem quite confusing. but, when we finally come to the place where God wants to bring us, we will see how it has prepared us for what God wanted for us all along.

what i typed above is probably one of the hardest things for me to do. because during the process it involves "trust." amazing how i can trust God to provide food, shelter and finances, but, when it comes to my physical body, that's where it becomes very difficult for me to trust. trust Him with my health? that is a place or destination in which i have not yet arrived. for some it is simple. God commands that we trust in Him with all our hearts and tells us not to lean unto our own understanding. and, yet each day for at least 30 or so years, i have battled with, trusting God with my health, and anything related to my health. you may not battle with this. i do. so, since i decided to be transparent with my blog, i am sharing an area in my life in which i battle with daily. do i know what to do to make the situation better? yes.  TRUST. the hard part for me however, is taking that complete leap of faith in the area of my physical health and knowing without a doubt that He will be there to catch me, hold me, cover me, and abide with me, and will take care of me no matter what may come my way. He promises that He will, i just need to believe and yes.....trust.

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